The SNOW.

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER

Car, Licence, Job. Things change.

SO.

I have my licence, and the picture aint half-bad. My first time deriving alone was pretty epic and I felt super independent. And cute(I was in a red bug convertible.) Driving by yourself opens up a whole new world of options and places you can get to on your own and quickly. My car is so nice to drive and I love it. I hope my parents pass it down on to me. By the time summer is here I will be able to drive friends around. :)

Having a job is so nice, I love my co workers they are so rad. Also all the money I'm making is way better then the income I had before, $0.00.

Night in the Southend

Letting you know I do not know how or why any of this happened.
My friends Shabria& Jada invited me to a night in the southend. We ended up at their friends house after a very long bus ride followed by a task of a walk. We waited there until we were to be shuttled in three cars, full of people i did not know, to another friends house, yet she did not reply. As a group we decided to leave anyway.

Just as we were pulling away, a black car pulls up with tinted windows. A guy jumps out and goes to talk to my friend Shabria, she is in the another car, the driver of my car gets out because apparently he has drama witht htis guy. at this point everybody is getting out of my car to see whats going on, and i follow. Next thing i know the stranger pulls out a gun and my driver flees to our car, I am still out of the car. He starts driving awayand i find myself running to jump in my still opened door. I am now safely in the vehicle and all i hear is the revving of the engine and my driver yelling, upset with himself. As we glided through the residential streets, I glance at the speedometer and it reads 70.

I was too shocked to completely comprehend what was going on. I was scared and I wanted to go home, I told that to the girl that was driving one of the other cars. My two friends who had been sitting in the backseat with me followed, our driver was looking to get out of his agreement to drive people home and when everybody had gotten out of his car, he took the opportunity and left. And there we were, nine girls in one car, looking for someplace to stay. We ended up dropping 5 of the girls off at someone's house. And there i was, left with three strangers.

I have to speak on one other thing that I learned that night. That as women we can 'use what we have to get what we want.' A.k.a. Showing your boobs to the drive thru guy = a lot of free food at Jack in the Box.

This night was one I will never forget.

Job :D

I LOVE ALL MY CO-WORKERS.
Wouldnt it suck so much to work with people you dislike? All of the girls are work with are hilarious and are role models for me, since I am the baby of the group. Other then that, I am becoming more and more familiar with rrecognizing stones and knowing wherre everything is in the store, that way i am able to help customeers more. BOY, do i love customers, i love people, people=customers. I love my job.

Study Parties with Josie Wallner

Looking at my to do list
my hands rolled into tight fists
how will i get it all done?
who to call, i know the one.

Josie Wallner comes on over
carrying a laptop and a clover.
Though we sit down to work
next thing we see is a supermarket clerk.

Who needs history aches
when you can have chocolate cakes.
What is this blog?
Sure sounds like a bog.

Sure we get shit worked,
Mama don't get irked.
We sure ain't liars,
I just don't want a flat tire.

If such an event
to us did present.
We would be quick
So as not to be sick.

winter break plans

WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR WINTER BREAK?
- Decorate?
- Eat Chocolate?
- Go to Japan?
- Drink eggnog?
I think its gonna be along the lines of sleeping eating and having christmas spirit. I think the plan is to have a christmas party with friends, white elephant style :), Reading& Carols at church a very fun ceeremony, Christmas eve opeing presents around the tree with my family, and then a big family Chritmas at my great grandma's.

'Nathan Hale Hip Hop Concert'

Spencer Adams
Scribes
Sol
Fresh Espresso

It was such a good start to my beginning with underground music. The concert itself was mad fun because there was just a ton of good energy. And some of these rappers just have mad lyrics; Scribes, for example is a rapper who I now love and I don't even know how his mouth moves that fast to get all of his poetry out.  Mostly this conceert just made me super proud of Seattle, and of the select few who do choose to follow their dreams.

Macklemore Video Shoot

ugh

Everyone has a best friend. Some we dont make till we're older, some we manage to keep all the way from childhood. My childhood bestfriend and i have gone through ups and downs just like any other friends have but currently we are in a prolonged fight that i can do nothing to fix. She is being stubborn and close minded but i miss her anyways. She wont communitcate with me or any one else what the REAL issue is so i have no idea whats going on. She said to another friend that she really just needs some space from me and things will probably work themselves out but its been a month and a half that we havent legit talked or anything.

november10th/ 11th aka birthday

usher-
He was spectacular. I figured that I love his old music more, also i figured out almost 40-year-old usher is still very handsome. My favorite part of the whole concert was when he was on the floating platform with no harness, and we all sung "Burn" acapella.
hotel-
Imagine unlimited hotel room service and being surrounded by people that all adore you. Also a comfy bed, basically my heaven. Reuniting with my best friend and having a blast; she is different, but in a good way. one word: Joyridinnn.
top pot-
Wake up and walk over to Top Pot doughnuts. Get a maple bar and a iced latte. Happy birthday me.
julep-
Fanciest nail salon I think Ive ever been to; we needed a reservation. I got a very nice manicure and the color was flourescent purple.
betsyjohnson-
Got the cutest watch, I wear it everyday.
il fornio-
Pasta, thats all I ever wanted. Dad and brother got flowers for me and mom, it was very nice. I had a yummy lunch.
bottega italiana-
GELATO, thats all anyone wants after pasta.
signatures-
Walked around downtown Seattle and asked people what advice they would give to their 17 year old self. Had them write it in my book. I loved that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EC2tmFVNNE

HARRY POTTER WAS AMAZING. ESPCIALLY AT 3:00 IN THE MORNING. IN IMAX.

What to say? I really liked it. Loved*
I think my favorite part was when Dobby attacked Bellatrix Lastrange
and she said,
he said.
Dobby is really the true hero of this story. I'm really sad. And you can judge, but I am emotionally attached to Harry Potter.
Got home at 6. Got thirty minutes of sleep. Then went to school and work after it for 5 hours.
"YOU STUPID ELF!!!! YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME!!!!" "Dobby didn't mean to KILL.... only maime, or seriously injure...." 

he said.

Dobby is really the true hero of this story. I'm really sad. And you can judge, but I am emotionally attached to Harry Potter.

Got home at 6. Got thirty minutes of sleep. Then went to school and work after it for 5 hours.

Snowflakes.

This cold weather has got me blue, and jeez if its this cold it should be snowing anyway. I hope we have a white Christmas. That would be super amazing, enjoying the best time of year with a family that i am fortunate to have, covered in white would be amazing.

Mono

So, I had Mono.
Isnt that cool? What's even cooler is the fact that the ER diagnosed me with strep, about two days after i went, and when the antibiotics they gave me didn't work and I still felt terrible I went to see my regular doctor (WAY CHEAPER!) and he did a strep test where the results came back completely negative...in 5 minutes.

AND with having no cure for mono, the ammoxicillin i was taking made me have an allergic reaction. AND IT WAS SUPER AWESOME.

THIS SEATTLE MUSIC.

He rolled up, asked him what he was sippin' on
He said lean, You want to hit it, dawg?
That's the same stuff
Weezy's sippin' huh?
And tons of other rappers that be spittin' hard
Yup yup five a bone
When he passed him that styrofoam the easter pink, heard it in a rhyme before
Finally got to see what all the hype was on
And then he took a sip, sittin' in the Lincoln thinkin' he was pimpin' as he listen to the system
Little did he know that it was just as addictive as base
Not the kind of hit from the kick drum
Hot box, let the base bump
Take it to the face, gulp
Months later the use went up
Every blunt was accompanied by the pink stuff
But Goddamn he loved that feelin'
Purple rain coated in the throat
Just so healin'
Medicine alleviate the sickness
liquid affix and it comes with a cost
wake up, cold sweat, scratchin', itchin'
trying to escape the skin that barely fit him
gone, get another bottle just to get a couple swallows
headed towards the bottom couldn't get off it
Didn't even think he had a problem
Though he couldn't sleep without gettin' nauseous
Room spinnin', thinkin' he might of sipped just a little bit too much of that cough syrup
His eyelids closed shut
Sat back in the chair clutchin' that cup
girlfriend came and a couple hours later said his name shook him but he never got up

He never got up, he never got up
We live on the cusp of death thinkin' that it won't be us
It won't be us, it won't be us, it won't be us
Nah, it won't be us

Now he just wanted to act like them
He just wanted to rap like him
Us as rappers underestimate the power and the effects that we have on these kids
Blunt passed, ash in a tin, pack being pushed, harassed by the feds
The fact of it is most people that rap like this talkin' about some shit they haven't lived
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
Surprise, you know the drill
Trapped in a box, declined record sales
Follow the formula violence, drugs, and, sex sells
So we try to sound like someone else
This is not Californication
There's no way to glorify this pavement
Syrup, percocet, and an eighth a day will leave you broke, depressed, and emotionally vacant
Despite how Lil Wayne lives
It's not conducive to being creative
And I know 'cause he's my favorite
And I know 'cause I was off that same mix
Rationalize the shit that I'd try after I listen to dedication
But he's an alien, I'd sip that shit, pass out or play Playstation
Months later I'm in the same place
No music made, feeling like a failure
And trust me it's not dope to be 25 and move back to your parent's basement
I've seen my people's dreams die
I've seen what they can be denied
And "weeds not a drug" - that's denial
Groundhog Day life repeat each time
I've seen oxycontin take three lives
I grew up with them, we used to chief dimes
I've seen cocaine bring out the demons inside
Cheatin' and lyin'
Friendship cease, no peace in the mind
Stealin' and takin' anything to fix the pieces inside
Broken, hopeless, headed nowhere
Only motivation for what the dealer's supplying
That rush, that drug, that dope
Those pills, that crumb, that roach
Thinkin' I would never do that, not that drug
and growing up nobody ever does
Until your stuck, lookin' in the mirror like I can't believe what I've become
Swore I was goin' to be someone
And growing up everyone always does
We sell our dreams and our potential
To escape through that buzz
Just keep me up, keep me up
Hollywood here we come

Macklemore is a very real, very talented artist. And he is from Seattle.

This song hits my heart because the way Macklemore rapped it was he told a story of how this has effected his life, and he speaks of how kids want to do just because they think it'll make them good rappers. When he did his show in Seattle he changed "I've seen oxycontin take three lives" to five.

When people take Facebook seriously.

Let me just say, I do not take Facebook seriously. Not one bit. It's probably going to start to matter and stuff. But for now, it doesn't. So....
It's not like I'm a cyber-bully but I definitely say things that I don't mean(not bad things). My usual personality explains this, that I AM, in fact, a jokester. Facebook is an outlet for my jokester personality/jokes. So, if you add me, expect harassment! ha-ha not bad just me trying to be funny, OK?

procrastination

Everyone does it, and it is constantly a problem. Its probably one of my biggest problems in school. In high school I had so much late work. Now it has been less of a problem because now that I'm attending college classes i feel like it matters more. My younger brother also has experienced problems in where he procrastinated. For example, one time when he was in eighth grade he had a Spanish project due and he didn't turn it in until a day after it was due. He worked really hard on it and it was A+ material but the teacher didn't accept it, because it was a day late. I remember he put so much effort into it. That taught us both a lesson that procrastinating gets you nowhere. So now we help each other out and try not to.

job :)

I got a job! Finally!
I went to the open interview and the manager called me back for another interview and she told me i was hired! I am really proud of myself, my first legit job!
At a little jewelry shop, it's really cute.
I don't know what day i start but training starts this Friday!
Pumped.

Finding a job.

Has been difficult. I applied at DiLaurenti's last time I wrote about it. I haven't heard back from them. Yet? I don't know what to do at this point. I have been told to go in and check if they've checked my application etcetera. I am not sure how this works and why wouldn't they just call me to tell me yes or no? After all I did put ALL my contact information on that form.
Meanwhile, I have inquired about work at lush, H&M, and Something Silver. Also i am trying to sign up for a lifeguarding class.
Lush already hired for their holiday season. H&M told me to go online and fill out a form, i went online only to find out that i have to be 18. At Something Silver they gave me an application and i just finished filling it out, so hopefully that goes well.
As for the lifeguard class apparently you have to have a job as a lifeguard before you sign up for a class which doesn't make sense to me at all.  but i would really like to lifeguard so i am going to more research on the topic.

I want to make $$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Lists.

I am constantly writing lists. In class. On the bus. In the notes section of my phone, and on facebook. I guess you could say these lists are my motivation, or actually, they keep me motivated. Crossing something off my list is such a satisfying feeling, and I think part of the reason they keep me motivated to DO WORK(rob&big reference <3). 

I would be lost without my lists. And I have many.

Carey, the butcher boy.

A boy with an adorable smile. I have a fatty crush on him for sure.
He works at Don and Joe's Meat, and thats right next to my restaurant. many of the people i treat as family there know him on a personal level and Ive only heard good things. He's 19 and its still not an issue for my restaurant family that think he would be a good match for me.
Only problem is, hes going in to the navy in three weeks.
the plan is to pull a dear john on him. Meet him(yeah, he doesn't even know me yet...), then become his pen pal while he is away. Then we fall in love when he gets back and get married, etc.etc.

Dumb idea? Probably. My style? Yes.

Costco.

Who doesn't love Costco?

1. Samples.

2. Ample amounts of everything. 

3. You can always find something you like.

The Daily Seven. Entertaining, quick MTV news show.

Wedding Gifts?

Russel Brand's gift to Katy Perry:

Katy Perry's gift to Russel Brand:

WTFFFFFFF?!

I find myself wanting not to get caught up in celebrity gossip. But some of the stuff I just cant keep my head turned, it's too ridiculous.  

The cashier at Starbucks.

Talking on the phone while purchasing a mug from starbucks was really rude and this guy ^^^ had a reason to call me out for it. Listening to someone venting on the other line, nothing was needed on my side of the conversation. 

"You seem really too busy to be purchasing this mug right now." the cashier stated. I told him I could handle it because I mutli-task pretty well and he told me that he thought my mug was pretty cool, seeing as you can remove the inside part. i guess he thought this mug was cool enough for his picture to be in. 

"You should put a picture of me in this... I'll give you free coffee for a month."he said. My ears perked up at this, free Starbucks for a month?Hell yeah.

I asked him if he actually would and he said 'yeah' and posed for a picture that wasn't being taken. I hung up the phone and took a picture of this guy. 

I can smell the coffee now.

Jason Derulo

I saw Jason Derulo when he was in Seattle and his performance was both sweet and full of energy. The type of courage I would need to get up there and put myself and my music out there would be a lot. I admire him because he is passionate about his music and i think he would do anything to keep doing what he loves. One day I hope I can put myself out there with what I am passionate about. 

Last night I was a really good friend.

I don't know exactly how to talk about this on such a public thing, but the fact of the matter is that I did the right thing.

You called me and you were upset. I thought you were in danger. Something terrible happened to you and it should never happen to anybody. Under any circumstances. I called the cops for the first time. I thought you were in danger. All I know is if your boyfriend loves you he should feel worse than s**t right now. I thought you were in danger. Be mad at me, just please don't stay with him.

I don't care that you don't feel how I feel. One day you will appreciate what I did.

http://www.thehotline.org/

Trash T.V.

It's entertaining, ridiculous, and a complete waste of time.

Since school has started I feel as if have been watching a ton of television. I live for the drama, so MTV is my channel. I mean who doesn't find an episode of Jersey Shore amusing? Teen mom can not only teach me a lesson but occupy more of my time then it actually should; for anyone, ever. 

Reality T.V. also gives you an inside look on another family, group of people, or stereotype, that you may judge and watching the show may change your judgement about these certain people or you may judge them even more harshly then you already do. Good and Bad. I think trash T.V. is also another way to divide us, picking your favorite contestant on the latest dating show, and causing  unnecessary arguments among friends, a problem we can definitely abstain from. Not to mention all the time you waste getting home in time to watch the latest episode, when you could be out in the fresh air. 

But whatever I'm still down to watch it.

P.S. I don't live for real drama, I live for T.V. drama.

My New Schedule

This is an issue.
Monday through Friday i have school from 8:00 to 10:50. And thats it. I literally have no other activities.

Problems;

A. I have practically no homework to do, 

B. All my friends are still in school at that time,

C. I need to get a job,

D. I watch too much T.V., and spend way too much time on facebook,

E. I sit around all day.

As for this list I made i found some solutions;

A. Wait, it'll get harder (hopefully),

B. Make new college friends,

C. I applied at DiLaurentis,

D. WORKOUT?!?!

E. ^yes.

I need more to do, please comment with ideas.

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Auda Hill.

Lemon is her dog.
She is my very best friend.
I love her alot.

This haiku is dedicated to my best friend Auda,
I told her to read my blog,
yeah.